Stacie Lately

Since I posted, a lot has changed. Got my own pad. It's not much but it's home. Living alone can be so lonely, and yet it's the kind of lonliness I'm starting to enjoy. I'm at a different job, this one's a lot better stress-wise. I don't want to walk off my balcony every day now.. I've been extremely sick and confused, both seem to be clearing a little bit. The sickness more than the confusion. Got more tattoos and piercings (5 of each now) and a brand. I'm still discovering ways to express myself you could say. I'm on leadership at New Life, which has proven to be an incredible thing for me. I'm hoping to get a lot more involved there. I have a lot of new friends, a few of whom I've learned to be extremely flakey. That's the thing.. right now I feel I'd be better off just chillin with some books and good music alone for a while.. I don't want to shut people out, but you get let down enough and it's what you want to do most. I do anyways. I guess I'm in a wierd transition in life, and I'm trying to figure out the purpose for it, and who I'm going to be when I come out of it. I think I'll utilize this here blog thingy a little more, and maybe through expression of emotion on a site noone actually visits (I have no followers) will be healthy. I'm gonna try and write on my paper journal too, cuz it was kind of expensive.. OH yeah, I think I'm gonna take up the piano again. Maybe one day I'll write a decent song. I dunno. Got a lot on my mind.